Lost my book but even before reading, I might like to take one hit

just to get aligned

or come noon I might have some apologizing to do.

I'm sorry

Baton Rogue taught me better.

Let that dollar go..

& It'll come back

some way or another...

Well on to the next chance

Part of me says no

I'm going to make up for it & fix it

Well how do I know, I'll make it better

If none of the variables change

Chances are, I'll end up making it worse.

Well I'll try real hard!

& you know, life has a funny way of making ways

when stuff isn't working out

& I'll be damned if I didn't say I had so many opportunities..

It's the worst when you have a chance & see it and don't grasp it..

Just open open up your mouth & say it... Gone

& for that I turn to a mix of caffeine, weed, panax ginseng, push ups, reading etc.

Though most often I blame it on the green.

If I don't have it I say it's that..

When I do, it's the dispensary

or just some bush

the guy said it's all the same, some stuff tastes better etc.

& it's the kind of thing where a lot of it's in your mind.. If you say it's helping you it will, if you say it's hurting you it can.

It's weird because for the longest people grew it even though they weren't allowed and would pass it on to those

who used it to be righteous. So to get it, you had to know someone & either they or somebody else would guide you through it..

Then they made a medical card.. & to me it seemed logical but my brain wasn't accustomed to the duplicity..

Nowadays they have delta 8 whether you voted for it or not

& the kids say it's bomb...

Since the 70s people have officially been using maryjane to fight the power.

The third eye is what steps up to protect you from tyranny, to make an option when it feels that there are none left.

Remind you of the stuff you did in autopilot but my theory is, that the government somehow effects it,

whether it's the strain or how it's grown or just the fact that your on camera buying it..

It seems that in many cases it's 20% less helpful then it should be.

I mean, when I haven't had it & I smoke it's an improvement,it should be just good enough to get me through it

& it's not... With this covid

They want you ot sit at home & know you should do something but your on couch lock..

All I know is if you don't apply what you've learned, it's worse then never knowing it.

& I wake up at the right time, every time but sometimes I go back to sleep, well it's a weekend I tell myself..

Some stuff is new to me, the dick is a muscle, didn't always but it turns out you have to work it out from time to time

the penial gland too...If it was up to them, we'd use neither.